張芸京 - 我沒有瘋

我們怎麼開始的 結束的
怎麼結束的 卻開始了
記得不記得 現在都忘了
又開始了早晨
我們怎麼分開的 分開了
怎麼相遇的 又愛著的
認得不認得 你應該認得
都是你給的

我沒有瘋 我只是很難過
我沒有瘋 我只是很脆弱
就算再痛 我也會讓我們自由
這才是我 一個坦白的我
時間走過 我只是還難過
我不想留 這傷口還在痛
我沒有瘋 是當初忘記了喊痛
怎麼不懂 我只是沒有說
都沒有說

我們怎麼分開的 分開了
怎麼相遇的 又愛著的
認得不認得 你應該認得
都是你給的

我沒有瘋 我只是很難過
我沒有瘋 我只是很脆弱
就算再痛 我也會讓我們自由
這才是我 一個坦白的我
時間走過 我只是還難過
我不想留 這傷口還在痛
我沒有瘋 是當初忘記了喊痛
怎麼不懂 我只是沒有說 都沒有說
我沒有瘋 我只是很難過
我沒有瘋 我只是很脆弱
就算再痛 我也會讓我們自由
這才是我 一個坦白的我
時間走過 我只是還難過
我不想留 這傷口還在痛
我沒有瘋 是當初忘記了喊痛
怎麼不懂 我只是沒有說
都沒有說 都沒有說

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Favourite song of the moment!

I think a lot of times we don't say how we really feel; we just keep it all inside until one day it all it all spills out and we find ourselves in a mess that we can't get out of. Maybe because a lot of times there isn't any reason why we feel the way we do, and there's nothing that even the closest friends can do or say to help us. Maybe we think we just need time to get over ourselves, to stop feeling things, and one day things will just be better.

京犬煜。

I really, really like 京犬 ^____^. Think I must have watched the few videos of their interactions a hundred times since last year XD.

The two major pairings for 張芸京 are:

1. 京犬 (張芸京/敖犬)

Their interactions started when 敖犬 was featured in 阿京's MV for 義氣 in 2010. 敖犬 once mentioned that he likes girls with character, bringing up 阿京 as an example but said that she's too similar to himself and would prefer someone who is "比较温柔".

2. 京煜 (張芸京/小煜)

Both of them are "rockers," and they have performed together in outdoor performances with live bands. 小煜 has mentioned that he likes girls with short hair, wrote a song for 阿京 (but it wasn't chosen and so he ended up singing it himself), and is generally nice towards her.

I like both pairings, actually. 阿京 is just really comfortable around guys (and girls) so basically all of her pairings are adorable.

From the videos that I've seen (especially this one), I think 小煜 likes 阿京, but she likes 敖犬. 敖犬, on the other hand, likes to tease 阿京, but treats her more like a 兄弟. 京煜 has more fans, I think, because they went out to eat once in late 2009 and 小煜 paid and since then they have been in the 暧昧 stage, "flirting" openly on Weibo and stuff. 京犬's interactions are more playful in comparison.

I never really put any thought into it, but from my preference between these two pairings, it can be inferred that I value loving more than being loved, i.e. I would rather 阿京 to be with the person she likes rather than the one who likes her. That's the main difference between these two pairings, in my opinion, since I don't really follow Lollipop F other than when the group appears together with 阿京 and so I don't like 敖犬 more than 小煜 or vice versa.

But anyway. I really hope 京犬 will get together someday ^^. Lollipop F and 阿京 are in the same company (with 小猪 too!) so they attend shows and award ceremonies together sometimes, but there are hardly enough 京犬 moments T^T. I need new 京犬 moments!