Boys Like Girls - Stuck in the Middle

Here I am again
Everybody's screaming
The walls are closing in
I'm stuck in the middle.
Swimming up a stream
Suffocating in between
I wake up from the dream
I'm still stuck in the middle
I guess this time I'll wait it out

Someday things will be perfect
It will be worth it all this time
Stuck in the middle
I know things will get better
Hold it together
Take your time
Stuck in the middle

You push and then you shove
You hate and then you love
You try to switch it up
But you're stuck in the middle
No matter what you do
No matter how you choose
Well, either way you're gonna lose
When you're stuck in the middle.
I guess this time I'll wait it out

'Cause
Someday things will be perfect
It'll be worth it all this time
Stuck in the middle
I know things will get better
Hold it together
Take your time
Stuck in the middle

You fight until you're free,
You're down on your knees
Hoping someday you'll make it out
If you just believe
There's hands around your neck
Hearts beatin' out your chest
Well baby if you wait it out
You will see that

Someday things will be perfect
It'll be worth it all this time
Stuck in the middle
I know things will get better
Hold it together
Take your time
Stuck in the middle

Well, this time we're stuck in the middle
You're stuck in the middle.
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There's always a song for every emotion, every stage of our lives; that perfect song that just spells out what we've been dying to say, or what we wish someone would tell us.

I want to..

I want to dye my hair.
I want to cut my hair short.
I want to shave my head.
I want to pierce my ears.
I want to have a tattoo.
I want to go someplace.
I want to stay.
I want to do nothing.
I want to do something, anything.

Run, run away
Stay away from me
Don't talk to me, don't smile at me
Pretend I don't exist, treat me like air
You don't wanna see me, see the gaping hole in me
Run, run away
Stay away from me

五月天 - 米老鼠

一身黑皮膚 白手套紅短褲
一雙大大耳朵 隨時在 向人打招呼
他是我朋友 陪我笑 陪我哭
尤其是當我 當我最無助 有他 聽著我傾訴
夢中 城堡裡面跳舞
醒了 世界依然殘酷

以為我愛著孤獨 以為自己不會迷路
以為自己跟自己 再不用誰照顧
以為我愛著孤獨 卻又 崩潰的無助
誰能讓我擁抱著 盡情的哭

誰是草莓族 你才是榴槤族
一身傷人頑固 傷害我 還要我不哭
摩天輪停住 咖啡杯不跳舞
孩子練習著 讓悲傷麻木 快樂 也開始麻木
夢中 城堡裡面跳舞
醒了 世界依然殘酷

以為我愛著孤獨 以為自己不會迷路
以為自己跟自己 再不用誰照顧
以為我愛著孤獨 卻又 崩潰的無助
誰能讓我擁抱著 盡情的哭
讓我唯一的朋友 不是老鼠
讓我唯一的朋友 不是老鼠
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I think I might go crazy one of these days, haha ^^;;.

It's almost funny how hard it is for me to tell others about my problems. ("Almost" being the key word, because since it's happening to me, it's not funny in the slightest.)

Taylor Swift - I Almost Do

I bet this time of night you’re still up
I bet you’re tired from a long, hard week
I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window, looking out at the city
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that
Every time I don’t,
I almost do, I almost do

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
‘Cause each time you reach out there’s no reply
I bet it never, ever occurred to you that I can’t say hello to you
And risk another goodbye

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that
Every time I don’t,
I almost do, I almost do

We made quite a mess, babe
It’s probably better off this way
And I confess, babe
That in my dreams you’re touching my face
And asking me if I want to try again with you
And I almost do

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that
Every time I don’t,
I almost do, I almost do

I bet this time of night you’re still up
I bet you’re tired from a long, hard week
I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window, looking out at the city
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me
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This song is all about repressed feelings, and this is reflected not only in the lyrics but also in the singing; it's mellow and even at the climax it never really 'explodes'. But it's heartbreaking, all the same. Or maybe, that's why it's heartbreaking.

Hello :).

It's really good to see you, friend!

I can't remember.

I locked the memories in a box and tucked it away somewhere inconspicuous, hoping that I would somewhat forget its presence, but when I want to revisit the memories one day I'd know where to find it. But it seems that as I did that, I threw away the key as well.

And it's killing me, because even though it hurts to remember you, I'd take the pain any day over not being able to remember you.