I can't do this anymore.

It hurts to have to keep a distance when all I wanna do is run to you and hug you with all my might.

Sometimes it gets too much to bear and during these moments, I can't even muster a smile. I hate how I turn all weird; I am not myself.

I am not okay. I haven't been okay for a long time.

I just can't do this anymore.

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I still want you in my life.

Even though it hurts to have to keep a distance when all I wanna do is run to you and hug you with all my might, it would hurt more if I can't see you.

I might still sometimes turn weird when it gets too much to bear, but give me a moment to get myself together and I'll be able to smile from my heart again.

It's okay, and I'll be okay.

Because I still want you in my life.