I can't do this. I can't say it.
Tomorrow I'm going to deny that I said it, if I ever did.
No, I did not say that, I never did.
Yes, I am alright, always have been.

But because I have to,
I'll say it in a whisper,
hoping that no one will hear.


Save me.




Save me.

Freaky aliens.

Let’s like different things, so that I can introduce you to the wonders of coffee and you get me trying the weirdest-sounding food. Let’s fear different things, so that I can dare you to take the tallest roller coasters ever and you coax me into stroking your puppy’s fur. Let’s have different experiences, so that I can describe to you how pretty the night sky in Thailand is and you recount to me how you once enjoyed a conversation with a total stranger at a café in San Francisco. Let’s be different, so that I can remind you to not be cocky and you allay my insecurities.

Yet, let’s be cool about how different we are, so that it is okay for me to shake my head at your taste in music and you to laugh at my fashion sense. Let’s crash into each other with full force and wonder out loud how aliens like you and I can exist. But despite the distance that is our differences, let’s somehow meet halfway and stay there. Maybe then, we’ll find out that we are not that different after all.

Boys Like Girls - Stuck in the Middle

Here I am again
Everybody's screaming
The walls are closing in
I'm stuck in the middle.
Swimming up a stream
Suffocating in between
I wake up from the dream
I'm still stuck in the middle
I guess this time I'll wait it out

Someday things will be perfect
It will be worth it all this time
Stuck in the middle
I know things will get better
Hold it together
Take your time
Stuck in the middle

You push and then you shove
You hate and then you love
You try to switch it up
But you're stuck in the middle
No matter what you do
No matter how you choose
Well, either way you're gonna lose
When you're stuck in the middle.
I guess this time I'll wait it out

'Cause
Someday things will be perfect
It'll be worth it all this time
Stuck in the middle
I know things will get better
Hold it together
Take your time
Stuck in the middle

You fight until you're free,
You're down on your knees
Hoping someday you'll make it out
If you just believe
There's hands around your neck
Hearts beatin' out your chest
Well baby if you wait it out
You will see that

Someday things will be perfect
It'll be worth it all this time
Stuck in the middle
I know things will get better
Hold it together
Take your time
Stuck in the middle

Well, this time we're stuck in the middle
You're stuck in the middle.
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There's always a song for every emotion, every stage of our lives; that perfect song that just spells out what we've been dying to say, or what we wish someone would tell us.

I want to..

I want to dye my hair.
I want to cut my hair short.
I want to shave my head.
I want to pierce my ears.
I want to have a tattoo.
I want to go someplace.
I want to stay.
I want to do nothing.
I want to do something, anything.

Run, run away
Stay away from me
Don't talk to me, don't smile at me
Pretend I don't exist, treat me like air
You don't wanna see me, see the gaping hole in me
Run, run away
Stay away from me